Problems

I'm so crazy right now, all over my head is why she this? why she that? Now i become a guy that don't know anything about her AT ALL!!! we can't develop our relationship outside cause of her mum, in school maybe she scare that  i get in trouble again. Never mind i going back to taiwan soon, once my sister(nancy) finish her study. I go there i have to start all over again, every things over there is going to be new for me like friends, environment, teachers, and my house. I don't want to go taiwan and study, i miss this school and the most is "she". but she don't seen like she want to develop our relationship.